What's all about depression?

I was doing some kind of observation about the cycle of depression. I hate to be sad or feeling depressed. Therefore, I try to turn on TV watching something to make me laugh or make me feel happy. Working with confused patients makes me depressed, working two jobs one right after another makes me depressed and extreme tired, working two jobs and going for graduate school is the road to death if I am accepted this fall. Wowwww....

Cooking everyday makes me depressed, eating after cooking for my own meal makes me sadder, cooking , eating and with a dog begging right in front of my face set fires on my head. Why is everything so sad and heavy? I found out that it is something to do with my every month business. And they say eating chocolate will change the chemical of the body to make you feel happy which is a wonderful thing to know and to eat. I also found out usually it is like a week before the first day when it comes. Now I know and will have a way to fix my cycle of depression. The answer is CHOCOLATE.

I need probable about 10 pounds of chocolate this week because I will be working a lot. When the depress chemical comes, nothing is right in the world. The good thing is after depression it comes with the happiness. Camping at the beach with friend makes me happy, getting pay checks makes me happy, and kick boxing makes me happy so on ans so for. I think it is a sub cycle inside everybody.